*It keeps me going*

Hey everyone! I am back here with blogging ! hahaha. I know I havent update.. again because I kinda switch loyalty to tumblr?? But think again, tumblr tooooooooo public. Here is more private so here I go. 

Let see? How is life? Well, same old same old. Nothing much change. I am still the same Mylia. Yeahh. pretty much life is kinda boring. Nothing really excites me that much. Okay, but projects do keep me busy. Plus this CRC bonding thing. WHICH TURNS OUT that only seniors are coming -.- LIKE SERIOUSLY! I had it up to HERE with the juniors. Why cant they be supportive like us seniors? Why cant they be committed? I mean we came from the same position as them. From nothing, I turn out to be one of the Exco for the club which until now still surprise me. but Anyhoooo, 

I went to the class bonding thing. Which is a surprise. Honestly, from the start when they suggest another bonding thing. I am not as excited as last time. Usually, I am pretty much so into all this thing that get us together. But seeing the class condition is like now, I lost hope for my class. Pretty much a long time ago. yeah, but it was fun. I did a bad thing on that day. My bad habits start to pick up. I was literally shaking when I ask Farhanah just one stick of ciggies. Cause I really need it badly. But she pitied me and see how much i shake. WHOA! I havent quit. But trying to. But when I get emotionally destroyed, I only look for this solution. CIGGIE! Bad habit, yeah. I trying to find alternatives. 

So yeahh, hmmmm, project stress me out like hell but the thing that get me so happy about is. YANG YOSEOB!!!!! Ever since I watch Yoseob sang this song "Mother" on Immortal Song 2, I fell in love with him. Not for his cuteness or his silliness but his voice. You should see how freaking good he is when he sang that song! OMG, gooosebumps all over. DANG! And Im hooked to him. They came to Singapore not long ago. But, I didnt manage to see them =/ I wanted to see  yoseob real badly ! Because I havent see him once. I want get star struck like how I did when I first saw Lee Jaejin. I want fall in love ! GOSH

K BYE