*I am back, kinda.*

Hello people, I am back here blogging. Yeah, as usual kinda busy with school and life yada yada yada.. Anw, recently my superheroes went to Singapore Zoo on the what may i forget. HAHA. anyway I had an awesome time with these lovelies. :D 

First was off to a bad start because we was late. When I mean 'we' I mean me,mummy,danial,hasan and straven was late. 3 hours late. Suppose to meet at 9 but we arrive 3 hours late. Do the calculations. Yeah, once I stepped into the zoo, my main aim was to find the rest which is Fiyah, Fiyah's sister , Fiqah and Imran. But things got caught up. The rest are too fascinated with the animals. However I really want to find them because we came here to hang out together but end up getting split. Which I dont like. So, I wasnt really interested in any photo taking or looking at the animals. I keep begging them asking to find the rest. Eventually we bumped into each other at the snake part. And there it all start. They were mad of course. If I were them I would understand. Then we went to walk to some part of the animals and the quarrellings start. I was quiet all the way. Guilt rush into me. Imran notice I was so quiet at first and then the rest start asking me. I only manage to open up to oppa since he wants to know. After I told him how I feel, Fiyah and Danial start to raise their voice. I wanted to cry, but I held back. At one point I just cannot take it anymore, I just walk out of there on my own. Danial and Hasan followed me until we got into this shelter where the Ah Meng statue is. SO yeah, tears felt out. Hasan and Danial console me. Because all I kept thinking was I am going to lose them. I want to talk but I cant. I being choked by tears. 

"This is it Mylia, This is where the good things ends. You are never going to have this much fun again. Good for you"

That is the voice insinde my head is saying. And I cried even more. Imran, mummy and Straven came. And then followed by Fiqah. Then I just sit there silently while tears fell down my face. Haix. But a few moments later, Fiyah came to me and we made up. She explained why and we go back on track. I sigh with relief. Thank goodness. 

We took lotsa picture and videos. Hilarious ones of course. Its all in Facebook :D

After a long exhausting walk, we went to vivo city to meet Adali who did not come because he got work. And just chill. A =n hour later we went back home.

A weird feeling came to me these few days. I dont know what. Maybe because I am scared to have this feeling back. Or is that I am scared of the result. I just dont know. But all I know that it is impossible because we both are from different worlds. It is impossible for me.

I am still thinking of him. Every night. I smile at those sweet memories and cry to those bitter ones. I miss how you call me at night. Now you call her what you use to call me. Haix, all I can say is Please take care of him. Enjoy him. Because I can only watch him from afar. Haix. I just wish that I can be happy with him. Why is it so hard for me forget one guy that put me through this much?? Put me through shits? Yet he is there not caring about your feeling at all but you still care. How stupid can I be? VERY!!!!!

UGHHH!

whatever,bye