Accidentally In Love
Hey you guys! I am back after being MIA for quite some time. Actually, I wanted to blog like a week before but then I ran out of ideas. So I just leave it abandoned.
I am here to tell you about what been going on with my life.
LIFE IS GOOD!!
Wanna know why? Cause I am finnally with him. Who??
HIM!
This selenger! This clumsy! Yes. Hehehe!
Okay let the news spread if anyone is reading this blog.
I celebrated his birthday on the 23rd. I bought him some gifts and instead of a cake I bought him donuts that he is craving for. What a nice girl I am. hehe^^
I am suppose to meet him today but I am caught with house chores. So I didnt. Maybe tomorrow before I go off to Malaysia for a week like that. Really gonna miss him. Oh well. Hope my aunt place got wifi. So that at least I can talk to him or something
Oh well, hope yall weekends went well.
Toodles ^^
Posted at Sunday, March 25, 2012 | 0 comments
HI!
Hey there people. I am here for just a short update. Cause I have no inspiration to write right now. HAHA
Anw, yesterday went to mummy place to have some girl time. She did my hair and we watched 1D videos and listen Westlife CDs.
This blog post is dedicated to ......
GET WELL SOON LOVE <3
You been sick these few days. :( But just so you know, I am here for you. (:
GET WELL SOON! I wish you all the health. And thank you for hearing me out last night.
<3<3<3
Posted at Tuesday, March 13, 2012 | 0 comments
A good start...
YO!! I am back! After the long break. Actually not long. Sometimes I forget when the last time I blog. Anyways, I just came back from my 3D2N chalet with classmates like 2 days ago.
One word : AWESOME!!!!!!!
I had so much fun there. At first I thought it will be awkward since its been a long time since I hang out with them ever since that INCIDENT happen but it turns out well. I suppose. I had fun. I hope they had fun too. I am glad things are just the way it should be. Cause I really miss them. Though, not all of my gfs turn up but still I really miss all of us. I miss all the laughter and the teasing we had.
K, this is what happen..
Day 1
Was suppose to meet them behind the Pasir Ris MRT station but in the end I told them to go ahead first since Rahim is fetching me from home. Again, he was half an hour late -.- ANW! we took bus instead of the train even though we were late. And apparently, my mum saw him already cause she was on the same bus and she question me again. She bring up my past. -.- hate it when she does that. I know mum, the past was my mistake that is why I am careful with this one now. Dont worry. She was all paranoid about how she never see anything when I am chalet and all. mum, please. The old me is long gone. I am no longer that person. I wont do stupid stuff in the name of love now.
So since we havent eat anything, we went to Asli Village to have some lunch before heading to chalet. He agreed to meet my friends after SO MUCH PERSUADING! Got lost and then found our location and put down our stuffs before I send Rahim back to the MRT station. He find it awkward with my friends but still, I understand. If I were in his position, I would find it awkward too.
Then I rush back to chalet and we play XBox and Kinect that Zee brought. Dance Dance, Sing Sing and Fight Fight. Order pizza and later at night we went to Grandlink and Simpang Bedok.
Then went back to chalet at about 1am and watch some movies, and play some games and sleep.
Day 2
Mum called me in the morning and asking me why am I still asleep. And ask who I sleep with. I was too tired that I got annoyed when talking. Well, mother will always be mother. I am glad that she cares. I love you mum <3
Woke up at 1pm and eat brunch, play some games until our BBQ stuff came and we BBQ.
This is the best part
Rahim said he wouldnt be coming on the second day since he sad work and soccer but at around 8 plus he called and said
"What would you do if I am at the chalet already?"
I was like FUCK NO WAY! Went out and there he is. OMG!!! I punch him when I saw him. (my way of saying I'm glad you came) And he actually stayed there for 2 whole hours. He was quiet around my friends but still, I am glad that he came. Thank you love <3
He went home at 11 and then we start to pack up a little bit and play wet head. And laugh until I cant even breathe. We decided to watch some shows but in the end all of us excluding Zee, fell asleep in the living room until the next morning. OHGOD! HAHA
Day 3
Pack up and went home. Thanks Zee for sending me home. Save my trip :D
Had fun basically. I miss you all. Really. Really reminds me of my trip to Pulau Ubin. The same people came plus Zee and Ravin and of course Rahim :D
Today, I went to Barclays Trophy Tour with Herwan and Fiyyah and Vincent. Was cool. MAN U!!!! COOL!
Then went to cineleisure, then to starbucks at 313. I spent 12 bucks on cake and drink -.-
The day before which is after the chalet I went back to school for CRC. Was contemplating to go or not but in the end I decided to go. Since I have nothing better to do at home.
Saw Maxim the eye candy. He cut his hair apparently. Not that cute but still got the eye candy factor ^^ He call me small little girl.
We had something like CRC Idol but instead of singing we test them on their on air skills. Me, Mummy, Naqiyyah and Herwan was the judge. Was so much fun being the judge. They said I was like Randy Jackson. HAHAH. Yo, whats up my dawg.
Went Somerset cause Mummy wanted to get her A1 CD and I BOUGHT MY ONE DIRECTION YEAR BOOK EDITION CD!!!! Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO HAPPY!
Chit chat and went home
I am busy woman nowadays. Keep going out.
Life: LIFE IS GOOD! I said the 3 words to him already. But still even though I feel that way, I still not ready to be in a relationship yet. There is so much I dont know bout him. But I wanna know. I like things the way we are know because I do not want any commitment yet. You can say we are dating. But he is all I have on my mind right now. So, you have to be patient with me.
I am a little bit slow when it comes to decisions cause I would want a repeat of the past again.
One day, I will tell you. Maybe you understand why I am so slow in things like this. You will not like what I do in the past. But since, its about time for you to know. Soon kay love <3
Toodles
Posted at Sunday, March 11, 2012 | 0 comments
A day out! COOL!
Anyeonghasaeyo!!!
Another wonderful day spent today with Rahim and Jaslyn.
Met Jaslyn at city hall and then waited for Rahim who was late for half an hour.
We tricked him. I pretend to be angry with him and Jaslyn pretend that she aint coming. So when he was late I was 'angry' with him and when he said sorry, I ignore. (If Jaslyn wasnt there, i will really be mad) So we went up to MacDs where Jaslyn is at and surprise him. The look o n his face was PRICELESS! HAHAHA!
Awwwww, even if you're late and you tell me the reason why I wouldnt be mad. I understand. ^^
Eat MacDs and head to Marina Square for Bowling!!! I won!!!! Hehehe. Rahim was last. and he had to treat us ice cream :D Awwwwww good sport.
We were bored so head to Esplanade and took pictures. My picture is at FaceBook so check it out.
And then we went to Dhoby to get my stuffs and to Somerset to go Cotton on. I got my minah rep shades and Jaslyn bought her wedges and shorts from Rubi and Cotton On. WEEEEEEEEEEE~
Then we head home. I really really had fun today. Lotsa laughs and all. He, as usual was sweet as ever. Hehe. He offered to send me home but I said no cause it was getting late.
I am really really happy right now. Insyallah he can make me even happier. I gotta lose weight. Cause somehow I just need to do it.
So I thank him for making me a very happy girl.
And Jaslyn, I will always be there for you sis. Always.
Oh well toodles :D
Posted at Tuesday, March 06, 2012 | 0 comments
Tell Me Your Wish
I laaaazy to upload any picture so this post gonna be a bit bleh. -.-
Anyway, its Sunday! Boring weekends for me as I am basically rotting at home. Usually, I be out to work because they will always roster me on weekends without failed and as WSO. Ahhhhh, memories in Kidzworld.
On Friday, I went to RWS career talk at.. RWS. It was cool. We get to have a tour of Marititme Museum and they typhoon show is AWESOME!!!!! Me and mummy planning to bring the superheroes there on our next reunion. :D
Then they had opening at USS. I wanted to apply but March I am always out. 7,8,9 I will be away at chalet. 18.19 I will be spending time with him and some Kidzworld crew.
20th I will have bonding session with CRC mates. And I am sure they will be having training and I be down as well.
So, I dont think I be applying any job after 2nd April. But thinking on how to pay my bills is a problem.
I cant sleep yesterday. Maybe because I slept in the afternoon. And I was wide awake until 5 plus. And was up watching One Direction videos. They are funny lads especially Louis. But Liam and Zayn are my bias. I love Liam cuteness and Zayn voice is just so unique.
I LOVE ONE DIRECTION. PROBLEM????
Posted at Sunday, March 04, 2012 | 0 comments
*DONT. LOOK. DOWN. ON. ME!*
Okay, maybe ad from the tittle of my blog, I can tell you that I am pissed off and disappointed with society.
I have something to say society.
I am an ITE graduate. I come from a school where A LOT of society look down. BUT I know I can work hard and achieve good grades. I mean, I admit being in ITE had got me astray. I done a lot of stupid things. But I still do well. BOTH in STUDIES and in CCA! And even social life.
I may not be a 4 pointer but I have a CCA where I am in Events and Logistic. I organise like how many events. And its been proven successful.
So listen up society, I CAN DO WELL!!!! SO DONT LOOK DOWN ON ME OR ANY OF THE ITE STUDENTS AITE? DO US A FAVOUR PLEASE.
Reasons why I decided to blog about this cause my own family member look down on me. They indirectly say that I dont have the qualifications to go to a poly. They said something like I dont have the grades to get into a poly. -.-
It hurts me that someone of your family said that to you. Nehh, its neither my mum or dad. Someone else said that. I mean please. I hate to be look down. I can do well cause I want to do well.
So yeah, bye
Posted at Friday, March 02, 2012 | 0 comments
Dont Trust Me
Hello. I just got back from another day out.
I was to return my uniform back to the zoo. So I ask Rahim to accompany me. ^^ Met him at AMK and we head to zoo. He was so sweet cause he accompany me all the way just so I dont have to go alone. Thank you love <3
I admit, I miss him. HAHA. I just love it how I can be so comfortable with him. Like he is my best friend, can tease and fight him like enemies and at the same time have feelings as well. When he is around I feel happy :D
But, we are going slow. Cause I wouldnt want to make the same mistakes.
After that I went to meet the fucktard and dimwit. Hariz and Herwan (no offence) haha!! Well, they call me KFC eater. -.-While Rahim meet his friend to skate.
Hariz wanted to eat at a food court but my cravings says lets eat KFC. Well, wrong move!
I saw HIM!. Yeah that BASTARD! I was shocked that I see him. And anger just shot me. He make me sick. -.- UGHHHH!
So to calm me down we decided to go Grandlink to sing K for a little while. Just o ne hour will do. Had FUN!!! I love our closing song. Dont Trust Me by 3OH!3. HAHAHA! Hariz recorded the video and its on FB now. HERWAN CRACK ME UP AS USUAL!.
Then I went home.
Tomorrow I be out again to RWS Career Talk at RWS. So yeahh, I have to wake up early. OH WELL!
I have Rahim to wake me up. :D HAHAHA
Toodles
Posted at Thursday, March 01, 2012 | 0 comments
FRIENDS!!
Here I am again! I have nothing to do basically. So I might as well blog.
Was suppose to meet gifys at Sentosa BUT due to some reason, I have to let this event go. Cause apparently I went back home late yesterday and mum went bezerk on me. But, in the evening I manage to convince her to let me out for a while to see A1 at Somerset
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All I can say that BEN ADAMS IS HOT!!!!
He was SO CUTE along with the other 2 A1 members!! Brings me back to my secondary school days when I love their songs. But while I was at Somerset I was wishing that One Direction was there. I would kill if I see Liam there signing the
album that I bought. HAHAHA! Yeah, I am officially a directioner :D
Well, as the headings say I am gonna blog about that right now.
A friend of mine was down just now. He is those happy positive person and seeing him like that scares me. He look like he got a lot of things on his mind. I tried to cheer him up but nothing works. I hate that feeling you know? When your friend is down but you cannot do
anything about it? But if you reading this you know what I am always here for you. I mean like I said I can be very ignorant towards you and all but I care. Really. I am not good at showing things or not good at words. I cant speak well towards the people I really care about.
But trust me, I am here when you need me. Be it when I have a boyfriend of a special someone but you guys are my priority.
Cause you guys really bring me out of my shit hole. I feel so happy right now.
Thank you <3
Posted at Wednesday, February 29, 2012 | 0 comments
Third Time A Charm
Hey guys! I am back!!! Well, I been going out since I am through with my attachment. The most common place I go is Somerset. Today I am heading there as well to catch A1 on the streets on Somerset. Call me a crazy fan but this is my first time seeing A1. BEN ADAMS!!
So yesterday went out with Farhanah, Herwan and Hariz. First of all me and mummy need to hand in our log book at school then head to zoo to hand in our punchcard. I mean only mummy's punchcard and then head to Somerset to meet Herwan and go on a hunt for One Direction tee. All I can say is I WISH I HAD MONEY THAT TIME SO THAT I CAN BUY THE I LOVE LIAM TEE!!! GOSH! I hope I can see them at their concert. BUT thing is I had crowds.
After we went to HMV, me, Herwan and Hariz were the only one left cause mummy catching a concert at 8 so we went to Play Nation to play Guitar Hero. WAS SO MUCH FUN! I handle the drums while Herwan is on the guitar and Hariz is on the mic. When Hariz was on the guitar, me and Herwan was trying to save him because 10 secs to the game he lost. So we have to get a perfect score to help him. But in the end he handle the mic. BUT! I can barely hear what he said on the mic and all we can hear was
"AHH. AHH. AHH"
It was hilarious that I missed a beat. HAHA
Then we head of to Paya Lebar to chill. And talk. We talk about what gonna happen to us in 10 years. I mean will we forget each other and all? But all I can say is this.
"Even if I had a boyfriend or a special someone, you guys are my priority cause you guys are the one who get me out of the shit hole and show me the light. You guys really make me happy"
I may not be a perfect friend as I can be annoying and all. I can be as vulgar to you guys but I still love my friends
Superheroes, Herwan and Hariz. CRC mates and all. Thank you for not giving up on me. :D
Then I head home as mum was getting paranoid about me getting home late. I mean at times I understand her but sometimes I feel that she needs to know who I am hanging out with so that she knows that I wont do stupid thing outside. I used to mum, I know. But I changed now. I am no longer that person anymore.
We are progressing slowly. Its good. Was otp with him yesterday. Talk about our childhood memories. Like Teletubbies and Hi-5. ^^ 3 days I never see him already :/ Oh well, my life at Kidzworld is over. We find a way. :D
But still, I still want to enjoy my single hood while I can. But having that special someone is not so bad after all.
Just that.... now is not a time... YET ^^
Toodles
Posted at Wednesday, February 29, 2012 | 0 comments
I Love My Life. Like Seriously..
I am back! Wanna know why? Cause after this I will be SUPER free! Cause I AM THROUGH WITH MY INTERNSHIP!!
Though, I feel rather sad. Cause I will miss my work mates a lot. I have a lot of fun working there because of them. They support me every time. Even though I got tanned, and chipped 3 of my front teeth but its all good. I mean you cant expect your internship to be all up all the way right?
But I made a lot of friend. Be it from entrance or Kidzworld itself. But because of them I have a blast and meaningful attachment. Thank you all. Cai Yun gave me the collage in the above photo. Pretty right? I really love it. It comes with a message that I really love. Thank you guys? I LOVE YALL TOO!
And
After work, I went to eat dinner with this clumsy guy! HAHA! Eat Mac and we talk and all. I really did enjoy my last moment working at Kidzworld with this Mr Clumsy. <3 Thank You for making my last day meaningful.
Today I went back to school to meet up with the CRC mates. No matter how far I am but I just cant stay away from the cca. I love my cca too much that I just cant bear to leave. But I have to. In 2 months time when Im graduated.:( But all I can say is that this batch January intake is much better than last year. I hang out with them after CRC till late
Fiqah, Adali, Herwan, Hariz, Iqbal, Adlina, Maxim and Numan! IT WAS AWESOME!
We are already planning to sing K on the 20th March. Awwww man, cant spend time with them at all. So I shall cherish the times we had now.
Come back to my life and situation now. Maybe feelings start to develop. Cause he make me feel special. I dont want to rush cause we are still getting to know each other. But maybe just maybe you can make me forget my past. Insyallah, I can open this heart of mine. Thank you. But now aint the time yet. Lets just stay the way we are. I like it this way.
Posted at Friday, February 24, 2012 | 0 comments
What A Day!!!
Hey Yall! How yall doing? Hope its all good. Well I just came back from a day outside. All I can say that it was A DAY alright!
I woke up in the morning and the weather was tooooo nice to get up from. I was so laaaaazy to get up but thinking that I have a show at 12 is what get me up. So I was like I WANT TO SLEEP MORE! But then I get my ass up.
I was almost late for the live on air but lucky the speaker was not working so I had 15 mins grace period. I had an AWESOME show alright. I make a boo boo cause on of the part I forget to off my mic and then the whole could hear what I was talking about for about 5-10 seconds. EMBARRASSING! Lucky my partner( Lady G/Farhanah) notice it. And then we hang around in the studio for a lil while before heading to Matrix to eat because I was complaining I was damn hungry. HAHA!
Then me and my friends and head to town. To OC to be precise and there we take photos. My friend up there is booking in two days time. All I have to say is that I am gonna miss you bro. I had fun and laughter all this while. It was hard to say goodbye just now. But I aint good with goodbye. But still I hope when you book out we can have the random outing together. Good luck Hasan. Gonna miss yo <3
Then halfway taking photos Rahim came and we went to watch a movie. We watch One For The Money. It was not bad actually. Funny with serious touch. Haha!!
Going out with Rahim is cool! He almost went inside the girls toilet cause he was concentrating on his phone and followed me. THE HELL! The we walk and talk. He was all gentleman to me today. Which is so unlike him cause at work he bully me. Esp in water play. Still remember the day you push me into the water. THE HELL! HAHA! But it was fun. The playful side of him. I like that side better. Someone I can joke around with. Dont worry, I dont mind him bullying me as long its not too much. It was a fun day (: Thank you for the movie..
Though.... things are going way too fast. But I wanna see if you can open this heart of mine again. Its been close again after him. Maybe I have not totally forgotten about him but its fading. Like how it was today. Even if I saw you, I pretended nothing happen and that you were that friend before all this happen. You still rough my hair though.... It sucks cause I dont know if I should be happy or like irritated. Maybe both? But I know we aint that close like last time.
I know you are all stressed up with life. But I wish I can be that person who support you. Like how I did last time. Oh well. Things changes right?
Guess so.
Im pretty much happy with my life right now. VERY happy. Even though work is tiring and I am getting TANNED but I am very happy. Oh ya, the fact that I broke my teeth still haunts but still I am very happy. Cause I feel like I have everything already. I have a family that loves me alot. Friends that is always there no matter what. And someone who really cares about me. So what else do I need. I thank ALLAH for giving all this to me. Nothing can make me more happier than I am right now. (:
I have the song Blind by Trax inside my head now. Read the eng subs. I love the lyrics somehow....
Posted at Tuesday, February 21, 2012 | 0 comments
Happy Valentine's Day
Hey those love birds out there! How was Valentine's day? Hope its all good. (:
How's mine? I spend my valentine at work... BUT..... I had fun ^^ I work with Rahim at waterplay. Water play was so free that none of us went to the blue side. So we just stand at the green slide and talk. Though I was shagged but I had a fun time. Rahim tease and push me into the water. Pretended to be angry and all but still have fun.
Had a surprise visit from Farhanah, Straven, Fiqah, Herwan and Hariz. Went home together.
Yeah, I am getting more and more tanned now. Cause weather nowadays is so hot...
Life is good lately. I have awesome friends. Me and gfs are talking back as normal. Alhamdullilah. I still love them as my gfs. I cannot wait for the chalet this March. They are going be shocked when they see me. cause of my colour of my skin and my accident. But they are still my friends.
They should know soon.
Maybe I should give people a chance. Who knows that person might be the one?? Cause I feel that he is nice. He got most of the qualities that I want to have in a guy. Almost. I can joke with him like he is my best friend, fight with him like he is my enemy and care about him like he is someone I care about about. But I need to know him better cause things are happening too fast.
Who knows? Maybe if he can make me forget about you then why not.
He is my spidey ^^v
I know you reading this. Hahahaha. Peter Parker :D
Posted at Wednesday, February 15, 2012 | 0 comments
*Music Sounds Better With U*
What do you think of my new hair?? It is like my previous hairstyle 5 months ago. Its a lot shorter now. It still has the length. I am just waiting for it to grow.
Today I went out with Mummy to go shopping. After having a walk around town. we went to sing K at Cineleisure. Its been a long time since I sing that hard. I sound awful but I enjoy myself. I really did. I sing happy sad rock and rap. Any song will do. Even korean. Which most of the time I blabber the words.
I sing songs from the past as well and I found the song Enchanted too and I sang the song. Mummy thought that I sang the song emotionally.
Then after that went to meet the rest of the superheroes. and Farhan plus Shyam. Walk walk Eat eat and went home. I went home early. Earlier than I thought.
14 Feb is coming up. I am soooooooooooo looking forward to that day. Even though I am working. But who know good things gonna happen that day? Plus it is gonna be a relax day. Waterplay close and Kidzworld gonna be a ghost town. So it just be 4 people working that day. I guess the other staff blocked that day to celebrate with someone special. We see what happen that day.
Though, I have no idea what to buy though....
What should I get?
....
No clue
Posted at Thursday, February 09, 2012 | 0 comments
ONE THING I DONT GET??
Why you guys saying that we girls are all the same? By saying that girls go for looks and not the heart. HELL NAW! COME ON!! I mean yeah, we have guy best friends. But the term of best friend are best friend ONLY!!!! COME ON!!!! If you know she is your best friend why would you fall for her?? And then you said we fall for assholes?
Let me get this straight. I AM A GIRL WHO DONT GO FOR LOOKS OR MONEY! AND I HATE PEOPLE SAYING THAT ALL GIRLS ARE THE SAME.
IF YOU THINK YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND YOU SHOULD KNOW ME BETTER THAT I AINT THAT KINDA GIRL -.- SHEESH
I know, that we said that all guys are the same and we afraid to be in love or not ready to be in love. BUT that is our choice. After I said that I mean it! I dont go, 2 days later I am with an asshole that will break my heart and then we complain to you 'best friend' that he is a jerk. YA! I admit it is true. BUT I am NOT that BITCH who do that kinda thing. Get this straight okay. So unless you know me, DONT say that all FEMALES are the same by rejecting you and saying that you are my best friend.
So it kinda piss me off too you know. I know that you guys are pissed that we say that all guys are the same. WELL PROVE US WRONG BOY! Really!! -.-
I AINT NO BITCH! I AINT THAT BITCH!.
Posted at Wednesday, February 08, 2012 | 0 comments
NEW HAIR!
WASUP YALL!
I have a new hair cut. yeah my hair is shorter now. GOSH!. I kinda miss my long hair. Anw, I am back to bangs. I know some of you do not like my bangs but still it is kinda my choice plus I think I look cute. CHEY!. I want my IU look back. And I miss my bangs.
I am going out with Suerheroes tmr but somehow the plan abit like -.- I mean we said like one month early to open up the 9th of Feb. But slowly one by one said they cant. What got me pissed is that almost all cannot make it. Initially I have to work tomorrow. But I have to find replacement and extend one more day of my internship just because of the outing. But end up the ones are going Kbox is me and mummy plus Straven. Oh well. I am very disappointed.
Oh yeah, I am gonna a write a special thing on Valentine's day for the one that I am celebrating it with. Okay.
Maybe you're the one?
I dont know if its true.
Someday I know.
That maybe I'm in love with you
Posted at Wednesday, February 08, 2012 | 0 comments
AWESOME!!
Back from a day with my AWESOME Kidzworld Crew. Rahim, Cai Yun Anisyah and Wei Liang. Has LOADS of fun from the Madagascar to Transformers. It was AWESOME! Me, Rahim and Anisyah were the daredevils out of the 5. We ride Battlestar more than 5 times and the Mummy like 3 times and Transformers twice. We REALLY love Battlestar. We even dare to put our hand up in the air.
BUT..... I am leaving soon. I really gonna miss them.
Find like they always are so on when we planned outings. Plus Juraimi. He is not here cause of school :( But they are the first ones who always said yes. Thank you for the time guys. I love you guys.
I am still laughing from the joke we make about Spiderman. How there is Gwenisyah, Rahim Parker and MyliaJane. Caiyun and Wei Liang are the Nana and Harry. Hehehe^^ So cute.
After USS we went eat and walk walk and finally unwind outside ViVo City and there is a pretty view. Too bad my lousy camera cant capture the view. But I saw stars. Remind me of how I star gaze with ex boyfriend. One of the good memories with him. But I got to do it with Rahim, Caiyun and Wei Liang today ^^
Posted at Tuesday, February 07, 2012 | 0 comments
Beautiful Soul
Sorry for the previous post. I was motivated to blog but somehow it got lost when I am halfway there. Cause apparently I was eating my Crunchie until the yellow crumbs fell on my bed and I feel so ughhh.
Anw, I have the song Nanrina in my head. Its like Hip Hop plus Kpop! LOVE IT! KYUNG AND U-KWON!!! GOSH!
kk, enough of fan-girling. Back to reality
Now I am left with 12 days of attachment and then I am off. Can you imagine that?? 12 DAYS!!!!!! I am with the zoo for like 5 months plus and I am leaving already. TIME REALLY FLY! But my daebak chingu or best friend in korean is leaving first. :(((( No gossip partner. No more someone I can rant to. I feel the most closest to her. I will miss her alot when she leave.
Tomorrow I am off USS with Kidzworld crew. Well 5 of them at least. Gonna have the time of my life. ^^ Picture will be on FaceBook. and will try to update Twitter on my experience there.
On the 9th will be out with my superheroes and on the 10th spend time with CRC mates to help them out for orientation. We see how the juniors is like.
Valentine's day is coming... -.- everyone is SO havoc in FB,Twitter about this number 14 of the February. I mean.. I dont get it. If you want to show the person that you love that you... well love them, why only on this day? Why not every day when you with him/her?? And those who always say they are forever alone.. COME ON!!! You got friend dont you? Valentine's day aint for just lovers. Its for friends as well. I mean you can give chocolates/cards/flowers or whatsoever to them as well. I mean I am giving it to Rahim, Caiyun and some other friends. I am NOT focusing on ONE person only. Though... I really want to give him something.. but nvm. I mean they are my friends and I love them. So I will share my Valentine's day with them.
I am still deciding what to buy for them.
I am getting more tanned everytime I work at water play. -.- GOSH!!! I miss my old skin colour. Now I look SO tanned and its UNEVEN!. From knee down onwards I am so black but the upper half I am fair. THE HELL!. That sucks alot. Now I cant wear skirts or shorts. Not that I wear them anw. But STILL!!! IT AN UNEVEN TAN!
Love life? Still searching. Better yet, I am just waiting for the right one to come.
Its really just another crush. But. I love how he played with my hair and the way he smile. Its like he shine so bright out of so many people there. My heart still beats when he look at me. But that is how you feel when you see your crush right?
Cause boy, I think you got a beautiful soul.
That has never been told.
You may not realise
But you capture my eyes.
Posted at Monday, February 06, 2012 | 0 comments
*While It Lasted*
Hey Bloggers! MyliaJane here with another chapter of her life. I know I have 0 readers but still it will feel good after expressing my thoughts and day on this blog.
As you all know I have this blog since I am 16/17 up till now. Now that I turn 21 I have lots of things to share.
This year, I am not looking forward to my birthday at all. Reason is because I AM TURNING 21!! I AM OLD!!! Like seriously...
My attachment is ending in 17 days time. That means I will be leaving Kidzworld by the 23rd of February! Sad but true. I will miss the people and the friends I make there. Be it Kidworld operations or DiGi Photo. I thank them for making my 6 months there a breeze.
THAT MEANS! I need of a new job. PRONTO! Cause I just remembered I need pay my iPhone bill. I do not want to let my parents pay for it.
I MISS BEING ON AIR WITH CRC!!!!! I miss saying You're Listening To Live At West We Bring You The Best!
K, lost inspiration
Posted at Tuesday, January 31, 2012 | 0 comments
Maybe it all start coming back?
While I am blogging this, I am listening to G.Na - Without You and its on repeat. I have no idea why it is on repeat. But I just feel so emotional after seeing Ombak Rindu on YouTube. The show is really touching.
How am I doing? Other than breaking out, I am fine now. Really, I aint lying but tellin the truth. Somehow being away helps me alot. And then I realize.... that what I am feeling aint love. Its just infatuation. I got it confuse it with love. How stupid. I am wearing my promise ring. So it is impossible for me to fall in love.
But....
I do miss that person. being able to talk and text him whenever I want to just make me smile. Make me feel I have a friend with me. (:
I miss him messing up my hair. I miss beating him in air hockey. HAH! He is bad at it to be honest. :P I miss having him as a friend. Oh well...
The guy message me yesterday. He sent me a long poem. Guess he still aint over it? Sorry, but I cant be that person you want me to be. I can only be that friend. That friend. Only a friend. Hope, you doing fine. I wish you can do your best in life. And be happy. If not
"awak, akan nampak tua dari saya."
ZOO: I still deciding whether I wanna continue there as a part timer. BUT. Cai Yun my daebak chingu will not be there. She will end her internship earlier than me. I never thought I can have a friend that I can share and vent my problems with. But she will leave Kidzworld soon. Oh well. Good things dont last.
I hope I find a new job soon.
Family : Until now mum dont believe me that I have no boyfriend. HAH! Seriously mum -.-. I know I am turning 21 soon but I aint interested in finding the guy yet. I still have phobia with the previous one. Though, I admit that not all guys are the same but the thoughts of being tied down to someone really scares me. Yes, I do admit I miss having someone to call my own but.... now aint the time. Insyallah, the right one will come. Amin. Till the meantime mum, just wait for your stubborn daughter to have a boyfriend. This stubborn daughter aint ready for all those shit.
Posted at Friday, January 27, 2012 | 0 comments
I am missing those random moments.
I am missing my superheroes like so much. Miss the time we went to the zoo, USS, random outings and all that. I really miss them. Attachment really brings me away from them. Cause they light up my world. They bring the shine to my life. They are like my butterflies. And I love butterflies. Those in those pictures are the ones that got me up from that shit hole! When I was down and alone, they pull me up and show me a brand new world. And a brand new me. Without them I can never be who I am.
But now.... most of us are on attachment and we ain't close anymore. But I am missing them. My two sisters.
Fiyyah - The one who always argue with me about being the cutest in the family. The one who is always hyper. The one that make us laugh.
Fiqah - The quiet one. But when you are high, you can be as high as you can be.
Then there are my 4 brothers.
Straven- My tall and wise brother! He give me alot of advice. Seeing him happy can make me happy as well. But when he is down..... I wish he can just smile again.
Hasan - My teddy bear lil bro. Even though he is bigger than me but he is my lil bro. The one who would crack us up.
Imran - Our randomest brother ever. The ok-go bro. I like to him smile. He always with his gf Delera who is already part of the family.
Adali - Sarcastic but funny. Last addition to the family. He was quiet but when he with us he is HILARIOUS!!
and last but NOT least is my MUMMY!!!
Farhanah - The one who bring an impact to my life. She save me from my loneliness especially in class. When I am isolating myself from my classmates, she was there for me to run to. The one that tell me revenge is never the answer. The one who tell me to be patient and god will give me happiness. Yeah, so true. I found my happiness.
I thank them for all the help they given me.
A blog dedicated to my superheroes family. (:
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!
Posted at Tuesday, January 24, 2012 | 0 comments
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