Thoughts went wild!

After so long I am back at blogging. But suddenly just feel like it. Cause I have been writing some songs/poem lately so I'm thinking, why not start blogging again?? Well here I am. MyliaJane is back!

2012!

Its finally here!! Since its a new year, I shall blog about my past life back in 2011.

2011 was a great year! I got up from my feet from the deep shit hole that I was in back in 2010 till mid 2011. Yeah, life sucks back then. I will become like those typical people who say FML or why am I living? Those kinda things. But when June came, my life change completely.

Honestly, I was a wreck previously. After that major break up with ex boyfriend, I went haywire. Drinking, smoking and drugs(almost) was all I could think about. I didnt care what my friend advice me. All I could think was I was heart broken and those nonsense stuff. Till I joined Campus radio. They changed me. They make me into that positive person I was previously. They make me come to school. I was hardly in school and was always late. Mainly because I dont wanna see ex boyfriend face anymore. But CRC make me more motivated. Slowly I stopped the bad habits. I stop drinking. and smoking. eventually. I dont deny that if my friends offered me I would light up a cigg or two but still. I am not that horrible. And I started going to school. And paying attention. Thanks to them I am free and realize that life is great!

I love my life. I met lotsa new friends and eventually make a family out of it. I even started to think that guys are not all bad. Ever since I met this someone. He make me realize that not all guys are the same. But the feeling of liking someone or loving someone still haunts. But sooner or later that change. He make me change my mindset. Thank you. I now realize. That friend/crush really make me open my eyes.

Attachment!

Been spending most of my time at zoo. Kidzworld! I love the job and the people there. I just love it. I make lotsa of new friends too.

Back to the present. 2012, been good so far. I think. I didnt cry at least. So lets hope it stay this way. But I take life as it goes now.

I try to blog more often now. If I am free. Been very busy with work and some stuff. Planning the future is hard. But I will try. I promise this MyliaJane won't waste her life anymore.

Peaceeeeeeeeeee