*A brand new MyliaJane*
Anyeong. 잘 지내 시죠? Haha. That means How Are You? Hahaha. Well, sometimes the tags below my picture does mean something. A brand new MyliaJane? Yeah, kinda. In school maybe I be the same quiet Mylia but this time I ignore people better. And I try my best not to show any emotions during school hours. It is going be hard though but I am going try. Like I said, I need move on. Because obviously I cannot be stuck here for the rest of my life.
A few people said this to me,
"There are many guys out there. Explore."
Maybe they are right? Maybe I should be exploring. Try out new things in life you know? Because I am tired of all this sadness in my life. It bring me absolutely nowhere. Maybe god is trying to say,
"He is not the one. There is even better out there"
Yeah, maybe. Plus its clearly saying sorry doesnt change a thing. Things are what I dont want to happen. hey shouldnt say Sorry seems to be the hardest word but sorry doesnt change a thing. Yeah that is it. Maybe I should compose a song with that tittle. HAHA! Kidding.
Anyway, I have Jessica SNSD/IU hair right now. Yeah, it is back to bangs but this time my hair is longer and my dongsaeng said that now that I lose weight, this look suits me better. (: Hopefully. I was making such a big fuss in the Snip Avenue when I dont know whether to cut my hair slunt or bangs. HAHA! Indecisive Jane -.-
I do wish that I meet someone better. Someone that can love me for who I am right now. Because right now I need a man who dont run away from me because of my attitude but a man who accept me for who I am.
You guys are wondering what am I going do with the memory box right? Well, first, all the letters/receipts/movie tix, I am going burn it all like how I did to my secondary 5 stuff. And the other things like the couple keychain Ms Goh bought for us is going out to the sea. And the rest will be burried somehere underground. At the beach maybe. Like a time capsule. but only this time I would not dig it up after years later. It is about time I get rid of those memories.
They felt real though. Even though he said it is fake. Because I believe he is not that cruel. But just say I want to know tht is fake so that I wont be looking for them anymore. Time will heal Just like oppa said(: HAHA
I love my superheroes. I miss my girlfriends.
But that is life.
So I have to suck it up and be human. And not rotting dead here.
Yours sincerely,
MyliaJane ^^v
Posted at Saturday, April 02, 2011 | 0 comments
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