*Life sucks and then you die*

Hey I am back. But like really no mood again to blog. because life has been down for me so far. BLABLABLABLA. Let just say things are just not going well with me. AGAIN. Sucks, I know. But what to do? Its life man. I have to take this shit as far as it throws at me. yeah. SHITS! Whatever. Things are going change when school starts. Like people are going to ask. But I just let them ask. Because I am not answering anything at this time. Not at all. Let them guess because I am tired of giving people answers. For once I am living for myself. I dont mind being a loner. If that is what they want. because what is the point of doing things for someone when its all for nothing? I am not saying I am expecting any good things in return but then again I still wish that things are just are not they way it is now. I mean if  I keep on thinking for people then what about my feelings? Have they even consider it? Have they? So yeah like someone said sometimes in life you have to do things for yourself. even if it hurts people. Well, that is exactly what I am doing now. Call me selfish, but heck world is selfish anyway. 

FYI, I am not running away. It is call healing myself. For a moment. Because seriously, I had put up alot. A lot of crap. Now I had enough. Imagine crying until your whole body was shaking??? Literally shaking and you cant even move after that. Your mind went blank and all you cant recall is that angry voice. 

That angry voice. Everytime I re call makes me wanna cry my hearts out. Never in my life he was that angry. And I didnt even have bad intention. haix :(

LIFE...................