*thank you, for everything*

I been living in lies previously. From May all the way to November. Is nothing but lies. Now I know. I was that rebound girl. I never meant anything to you. Why did I believe you? Because you are so convincing. You use props in your acting. How amazing can you get. You use poerful words in your script. You even add in a few characters. And all I was is living in this play. And I disnr even notice it was a play. Why cant I see it from the beggning? Why dont I listen to my freinds?

You want to know why I act clingy. Think about the things you did to me. Then you know why. All this I am angry/jealous when you talk to other guys is a lie. part of your acting. Congratulation. You won the most convincing actor award. Thank you. I give you the credit. I am stupid yes.

You are a faker I give you that. So what is the point of me caring if you graduate with us or not. Or if you come to school. or if you got hurt? Why should I care.

I hate you now. I wish you can just die.

I wish I never even met you. I despise to see your face. I hate you forever now. I hate you so much!! I am ccrying while saying I hate you. FUCK! Why!? Why. Shitty sia. Idiot! DIE already. You ruin me. and my life... I cant believe I spent that much time on you!!