*confused*

I know I said I wont blog anymore but somehow I feel the urge to blog now. Right now, situation is really tight. I mean of what I am going through and all but my surroundings. People say I change. Drastically. I mean I know. But will someone tell me how I change? I know I seem lost in class. I know. Because I keep on thinking. A little sensitive? True, because I take in too much and now little things can get me really uptight/pissed/emo. But worry about what people think of me? I dont really think so. I always been alone. By myself. After all this while. After what happen. I always been listening. Never telling. I dont know who can I talk to about my problems. My emotions. Because maybe I should just be listening and never tell. I find its okay to keep it to myself because I dont want people to know that I failed. To be honest, I dont know who I can trust anymore. So I rather be alone.

Life make me like this. What happen in the past make me like this. Honestly speaking, I have no idea what I just said above.

Forget it. Im better off alone anyway.