*Sometimes they are the only ones that make me smile. For real*

Well, here I am. Dragging every Mondays to Fridays. I know it is only Sunday now. But problem is, I am not looking forward to school right now. I lost interest in most things. I told him when he said something. I just said.

"Noone else and nothing else interest me right now. I am lifeless most of the time."

Oh well, I am not attracting any attention but this how I feel. He said that I am not good at hiding things. But I will try harder next time. But he said. People can see right through me. I guess he means that I cannot fool him. I think things before I say now. You notice that? I do not talk the way I used to. I guess I am changing. You told me no need to change. But situation make me like this. I guess I might grow mature in my thinking? I have no idea. Because right now, I am in my own world. A world when there is only me. I got to find people. Someone that is willing to stick with me. Until I find that, I will behave this way. If this worries you, I suggest you dont.

But laterly, I have a very weird feelings. I have no idea what it is. But I guess it is not going to be good.