*Now that our memories gone so young*
I cannot. I really cant.
God, help me.
Let me strong in this. Please show me the way. Ya Allah. The silence is killing me. Your absence is haunting me.
I had the same nightmares again when I woke up crying. So vivid. So real.
Wonder if you really meant what you say.
I know you said you not ready but.....
I sometimes wonder, haw you ever miss those times? Those times that I constantly think about? The one that make me smile.
The ones that make me laugh. and the ones that make me think you are everything I could ever ask for.
Do you miss it? I do. I miss you. But I only can whisper this to myself. Because I can no longer spill this feeling to you.
It doesnt matter. I can only whisper your name in my sleep. But nothing I want will go my way.
I guess I just let time.
Let time make its own decision.
Here I am silently thinking of you.
........
Love? I dont think I will ever cross that path
Posted at Tuesday, October 12, 2010 | 0 comments
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