*Im just imperfect*

Hello everybody. First of all, I love my nail colour in this picture. Nice right? Its the green nail polish that Hanbali bought for me two months ago. (:

Anyways, the second day jalan raya with LA is abit.... lifeless.For me. Because most of the time I was keeping to myself because I had a feud with him. About things. We talk in harsh terms from Yishum all the way to Zee house which is the third house. But then he was really sweet even though he is mad at me. Like for example, we went to Norsha house after Farhanah house and in Norsha house I was sitting on the floor alone while Hanbali and the rst sit on the couch/bench. I was busy entertaining or in this case distracting myself by watching TV suddenly he come up to me with a cup in his hand asking me to drink water. He personally feed the drink to me. How sweet of you(:

And in Zee house was my favourite part. He was mad at me for something which I am not going to mention but until Zee let us to his room to play game, he pull my hand then bring me in there. Unfortunately, I did not get to play any games because what they play dont interest me and therefor I feel asleep. He notice and at first he ask Zee to change game to something that I would like to play but they didnt. So anyway, he still woke me up but after a few while he just pat me to sleep and then hug me(: AWWWW. And then after a while, he kiss my forehead. And I swear my heart skip a beat.

On that night I ask him about this and he said.

"Silly girl, I did that because I still care. Doesnt mean Im angry I dont care about you..."

How sweet. Then I realise he is still the same.

But the saddening part was the going home part where I apologised to everyone of my friend. Adah got me tear up first. But the o ne that really got me crying was when I apologize to him personally> My words got stuck and I said things halfway because I cannot take it anymore. So after I salam him, he kiss my forehead and then I went off and tears already rolling down my eyes. It so sad....

Baby, I love you still do you know that.

The day after I met up wit Adah and Zee at CCK and we hang around. Adah surveyed her handphone and then I bought my hair dye which I am going use today when he come over. (: Awesome:D

Seeing him makes my day. I love you dear. (:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAH AND LI YEN!! SARANGHEYO UNNIES :S