*Well, I think I am just OK*

Okay! Shocked to see me update? Well, I am bored. I have 2 weeks of holidays. WIth absolutely no plans at all. And it is the fasting month. Bummer. I mean bummer that I am going to rot at home during fasting month. I need something to occupy my mind. I need a job. Like seriously. But never mind. I know I wont be searching for one anyways.

Well, lets just say things have been going up and down for me. I am lazy to explain why. But let me tell you in a way that you guys will undertand.

Have you felt that you see nothing else but that certain person in front of you? Only that person? But he/she just doesnt notice you?? Have you ever feel that nothing else matter but that person in front of you? That you are willing to do anything for that person? But that person just dont notice. Have you ever feel that all you can think of is the person in front of you? But that person just dont notice it? Or he/she is too busy with something else? Have you ever feel that it is very weird to seperate from that person in front of you after spending so much time together? But that person maybe just maybe dont remember it? Have you ever felt that the person you love is different? Or be more mean towards you? Have yu ever felt so down when he/she does that? Well, I'm just saying thins random questions. It is not random actually. It has a meaning behind all of this.

I am just saying, maybe I turn into a new person or just currently having mood swings that is never going to end. And how my heart felt heavy everytime. It hardly felt light these few days. Sometimes. When he is right in front of you.

Im just saying that I miss those times. I miss it. I miss you. Oh well, no point of me saying it. You are never going to believe me anyways.

SHEESH.