*TRUST*

Well, what a week!!! This week has been a rollercoaster for me. Like seriously. Well its the week when I have my'time' You know. PMS? I seriously think I am coming that thing again. My mod swings has been like crazy right baby? He was affected alot by my mood swings. Trust me. ALOT!!!! I was pissed,jealous,angry,sad with him this past few days. But baby, I just want you to know that the love and trust is all here. In my heart just that I dont use it very often this few days. I am so sorry. I realise what I have done and I post here to apologize to you. TRUST. Its something that its always there in my heart when it comes to you. But my mind take over things somehow and make me forget all about my heart. You know how I think right? Oh well, I love you Hanbali dont you ever forget it. I am sorry again for my foolish behavior. I wont do it again. I promise. Can we go back to the crazy couple again. I miss that. Really. I miss cracking jokes and being bullied by you. I miss how we always go out and have endless of fun and we didnt realize the time pass until the sky got dark. I miss the way how you always lecture me about every single thing I do. Like eating,talking proper english and using vulgarities. But most of all I miss you. Already. Even if I just see you like not long ago for Karoke session and Simpang Bedok. Haha. It was madness. Especially when DImas came and make a laughing spree with all of us with his actions.HaHAHAHA! I swear yesterday they cracked me up!

Baby paid for my food yesterday. It was abit too expensive sayang. We are not eating there again. Okay? Lets eat satay somewhere else. Alrights love?

I am not seeing baby this weekned. Because today he is out with his friends. He need time with them. I fee l that He been abandoning them for me. I am sorry sayang. You go have fun today okay love?  And Sunday I am at Min Hui house doing role play and I be heading off to my aunt place for some kenduri thing. So I will not see him for two days. AWWWW :( I am sad. Oh well. there is still Monday right dear? YES!! A whole day on Monday with you. and the rest of the week. Haha.

Okay I am going to bathe now. I woke up and on the lappy. Haha. EWWW. Haha. OH well. I was up from 5am. Hasta lavista people!!!

Baby, I love youuuuuuuu :D