*Never thought*

I'm standing out in the rain

I need to know if it's over

Cause I will leave you alone

 

With every strike of lightning

Comes a memory that lasts

And not a word is left unspoken

As the thunder starts to crash

Maybe I should give up.

The lyrics above really really meaningful too me! I am in love with the song! Especially the last sentence. Giving up. Yeah, I am already halfway there because lately you are different. You no longer the person I know before. I know deep within me that you no longer care. So why do I bother hanging on? But can I let go of the memories that are so fond to me? I really dont know you anymore. What happen to you? Where did you go? Can you just tell me? I guess not. You are going away as I speak. Really. I can feel it. I guess you are the same as any other guys I met out there. Saying is easy right? Well, let me tell you something. Words are hard for me. When I said something, I really mean it. But I guess its not the same for you huh? Forget it. Im back to thinking all the guys out there are the same. EGO! Selfish and only care about how you feel. Well, hope you get my hint! But.... I.. I dont know. Thanks for everything really. I had fun with you.

I am just going to be fooled again so why bother. I am declaring myself of love hiatus. The sentence falling in love doesnt exist in my dictionary.

But I love you Tae Min and Jae Jin :D

TOODLES