* I miss my hair really*

Heya toots. Sorry I have not been blogging lately. It is because of the DTg project that needed to ne hand in this Friday and me and my team are rushing like madcow disease. haha. I have done my part so I can chill a bit. So anyways I have been getting tired nowadays. Today I slept in MRT both to school and home and in DTG. Yeah, I did not listen to Mr Ooi lecture. I can open my eyes during his class. And furthermore I have his test tomorrow. OMG!! Rush rush. Stress stress!! Finally holidays are coming soon! I cannot wait so I can hide my fcuking ugly hair.

Me and Min Hui ate in school today instead of outside. Mostly because we are broke and way to tired to even walk. &&& I kept seeing that senior of mine. Coincidence?? Maybe??

I AM FCUKING STRESS!! TO MAKE IT EVEN MORE WORSE YOU ADD IN THE STRESS FOR ME!! IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO CHAT ONLINE?? I CHAT ON THE PHONE YOU WILL SCOLD ME. SAY BILL NAIK LAH. APER LAH. YOU THINK I AM NOT CONSIDERATE ISSIT?? I AM TRYING MY BEST TO FINISH THE DAMN PROJECT AND HERE YOU ARE SCREAMING UR LUNGS OUT AT ME!!! WTH! I HAVE FEELINGS. I HAVE A LIFE. I'M 18!! YOU TREAT ME LIKE I'M 16. MY HEAD HURTS NOW. I CAN BARELY THINK !! HAPPY NOW? SHOUT SOMEMORE LAH. I HECK CARE ANYWAY. YOU LIKE TO SEE MY BRAIN BURST RIGHT? I NEED TO DE STRESS ALSO WHAT??? I CANT BE DOING PROJECT ALL THE WAY. WHAT ABOUT SOCIAL LIFE? WHEN SHE IS DOING THINGS THAT ARE NOT IMPORTANT YOU NEVER SAY ANYTHING. WHY MUST IS BE ME??? WTH!!! TRY BEING IN MY SHOE WHEN YOU HAD ORGANISE 2 STUPID TRIPS THAT ARE EVEN TRUE AND ONE SCHOOL ACTIVITIES. YOU MAY HAVE US TO THINK ABOUT. BUT I AM STUDYING FOR OUR FAMILY FUTURE. MY FUTURE. COME ON!! GIVE ME A BREAK!! IT SUCKS YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!

Sorry, I just need to get my feelings out. Mummy is irritating me like shit. Somebody in the family must have told that I chat after project. Oh please. I chat with my own friends. Not anyone I know from overseas right?? even if I do not know them, I just chat to make new friends. Is that wrong? Sometimes I just don't understand.

Mummy please understand me. IM 18!!!

Anyways, to you, I am sorry I did not get to meet you today. I mean I have projects and the test in my hand. I cant think. I promise I make it up to you. And I am sorry if there is any changes between us. I can't expect to be like this forever. Things have to change.

GOD! I am so frustrated!!