You did again dude!!

You refused to reply any of my messages I sent you today. You never bother to call me anymore like you use to. Now, I am thinking that you are playing with me. Now you are just like any player out there. Like the other player who tried to played me. I never fell for a player. But right now I am. How stupid can I be? Very stupid indeed.

After the break up, it it as if we never broke up in the first place. You act like you old 'boyfriend' self. You still meet up with me. Call me in the middle of the night. Text me late night. I miss those days man. I miss the days where you begged me to kiss you. The days where we talk nothing but the things that we love. The way you loook into my eyes. They way you say my name. The way you touch my hand. I miss that kau tahu takk? OMG! I am thinking of the memories again. Why do you have to exist in my life? I remember I was perfectly happy with what I am then until you show up. But to tell you the truth I was even happier when you came into my life.. But now the happiness is gone. I lost hope in love. Not in studies but in love. I do not want to believe that word anymore.

My friends are right, once i stepped into ite, I will find a boyfriend. I did. but not a long lasting one. I deserve a lo ng lasting relationship. I want what others have outside. Someone to call my own. But now, I don't think so.

I really really miss you. But I know you are not interested anymore. So what's the point? I am just wasting time.

Forget it lahh. I do not want to remember soething that it so short.

Thanks Mr ex Peter Parker. Thanks for everything. Just remember. I don't regret ever meeting you again. I miss you.