Yesterday was a super bad day for me. I mean I wanna go out to meet my friends for a while and mummy already scold me like crazy. Okay lah. I know I am having issues right now but you do not have to ignore me just like that. It is last minute!! And I tell you also what I am going out. It is as if I never tell you. Is it wrong? Is it wrong for an 18 year old girl to go out. I do my chores you say I never do my chores. Put the blame on me. Gave me stress. Shout everytime you come home. This is the reason why I am happier outside. When we are outside, there is no way you can shout at me. When I am out, I have rights.This is sickening man!! I mean I know my attitude change after the you-know-what incident but do not have to make me feel worse than I am feeling already. It sucks man. Having someone you can't talk to about family problems. M.C is being her goo-goo eye over her new crush and put the blame on me again yesterday!! WTH!

ARGHH! I want to go out. I want freedom. I'm 18. Now I can't go home late because of this stupid thing!!! I know you love me but please. You do not have to shout at all of us when you see the pillow is not at the right place. And the way you scold us can be like hours. Saper tak stress??

Anyways, I have no mood for school today. But I did laugh! I have no mood to do anything at all. UGHH!

Whatever. I change! SO?

here is the song of the day

I'm having the day from hell,
it was all going so well(before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
with a kiss on the side my face(not again)
And not to mention(the tears I shed)
But I shoul have kicked you(ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream!!
(The Veronicas- When It All Fall Apart)