Hello peoples

I am terribly sorry for not updating much.. Reason because I been feeling down because of you-know-what with you-know-who. &&& I am sick. I have been ill for the past couple of days. Reason because of you-know-what.

I did not went to school on Thursday and I was basically asleep until 5. Got lecture from my mum due to my recent behavior. I am so sorry that I worried everybody but I am down. Really down. I am still down now. But I will recover soon enough. I just need to know the reason why he is doing this to me. I just do not get it.

I love going to school because it is the only place I am being my old happy optimistic self again. I do not have to fake it. I love my classmates to the max! And guys, sorry I miss out on Julia's birthday. I am still not feeling well. Hope you guys understands aites.

GOSH, my head is spinning. I think too much. Why can it stops? Why do I have to break my own promises in the first place. If I had not break that promise things would not have be this way. DAMN. I have myself to blame for the stupid things.

&& guess what? When I am sick, all sorts of people came to ask me what;s wrong. Even people who are attached come to message me saying,
"you okay tak? Are you okay? "

None of them came from the person that I want.
Forget it lah dhey.


I don't believe he is playing with me.
I don't believe those craps.
I don't believe until I hear from his own mouth.