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Its a record. I did not eat a single thing yesterday. Simply because I have no mood and no appetite at all. Seriously, I did not eat anything.

In a few minutes time its time for me to go school but I decided to post something here first. Yes, I still contact him but this time only as friends. I guess its better than nothing. I guess. He also did not eat anything yesterday. Reason? Same as me.

I am not going to say anything in here because this blog is meant for public purposes. But if my friends ask me what's going on with me yesterday, I will totally tell you. I hope you don't think I am pathetic. But I am pathetic. Pathetic enough to be fooled one more time.

God, I don't feel so well today. My hands and legs are tired. I probably won't touch any food today too. Because once I see food all I think is puke. I mean not the food but I will puke afterwards so there is no point of me eating.

I think I am suffering from eating disorder. Some sort like Mary-Kate Olsen is suffering. But I think hers is more worst.

Well, I'm off to school.

Don't worry about me guys, I will be ok....
I guess