I seriously think that I am going to die of boredom. It has always be the same thing every single day.Last night when I could not sleep,I completed another song or poem which I have been writing a lot lately just to kill the time.Here it goes
As I stare at the empty ceiling,
I was thinking of you.
Wondering,
What are you up to.
Dreams of you,accompany me,
Throughout the night
How I wish those dream would come true
I'll do anything for you to be by my side.
The emptiness is frightening,
Didn't know what to do.
The loneliness is sickening,
When I can only think of you.
Scared to look ahead,
When I know you are not gonna be there.
I just can find a straight
path to show me the way.
Reminiscing the little
moments we shared
Your mysterious attitude
your blank but meaningful stares.
I wished I knew
what's going in your head
Just a few.
Not your feelings but your thoughts instead.



to be continued.

This is what I have been doing. Sleep,eat.listen to iPod.then sleep again.
Mum always says,"Waste electricity only. Kalau tak ada pape jangan pakai computer lah"
Fed-up. I mean its not like I have anything better to do. All I do is this. Man I wished i find a job. Tomorrow going out.. FINALLY!! Something to do! I am sick and tired of this. Damn. Mid-January. result. Equal to failure. I am freaking out. I need to calm down. I need shopping but I need the money to watch Twilight. It's a must see movie. Almost everybody I know want to watch that movie. Edward Cullen! Swoon.