That's it! Im done! The O levels are FINALLY OVER BABY! Yeap. After months of mugging and practicing,its finally over. After the science paper today,I was completely smiling!!!! I know it is weird but who cares? everyone is smiling too! I am so relieved that it is over. Now,my big worry is the outcome of the results. Dang. I just wished I managed to scrape through. I have this weird dream that I received all A's except for my Maths. But that's fantasy. reality is,I will be thankful if I got C's for all my subject. Or B's. I am scared. First time in my life I have been this scared. Yes,I'm afraid of bugs. Yes,I'm afraid of getting hurt. But failure?? I am TERRIFIED OF IT. Seriously. Oh well,all i can do is hope. (I totally screwed all paper and have this feeling that i am not gonna make it.)
Its time for job hunt! Not yet. I have a break for 2 weeks then I think of getting a job. I mean who is gonna pay for my polytechnic or worse my ITE courses? Surely not all by my parents. Come on. Im turning 18 next year. I got to learn how to be independent. I do not want to continue asking money from my parents who are not well-to-do. In fact we are just a bit below normal. My parent don't earned enough to pay for all my sibling fees. Yet alone,I'm going to a higher institutes that will cost a hell lot. I just wished that I can find a job that will help them pay a little bit.
Graduation nite is coming!! Sadly,my sister is not going to be here to help me get ready because of her stupid camp. But on the bright side,I have Fifi and her friend coming over to get ready. Man! I really need help. No offense but Fifi hardly know anything about make up and her friend,wanie,I do not her that well. I hope at least she knows what to do. I depend on my sister to tell me whether I look good or not. AND she give me HONEST opinion. For example,she will totally tell me if I look suckish in something. But for fifi,she will say. Ok pe. Or nice. Or hmm. The next thing I come home,my sister says,you look horrible. I like honest people really.
Oh well. I guess its gonna be fun. What the heck. Maybe I can teach her something about the latest fashion. Not that I know anything but she is a lil bit outdated than me. Again,no offense. Seriously. I'm just being HONEST(:

Tatas yall.
updates soon.