Here I am again. After hours of walking yesterday,I am tired right now. But still after shopping yesterday,I still could not find a pair of earrings for graduation nite. Maybe I just wear my star-shaped stud. But I want dangling earrings. Anyways. I am sure I will find it soon. If not I have to go without.
Lately I have been thinking. I seriously am confused right now. I know I am missing something but I do not know what it is. I've been feeling empty lately. Maybe its just me of the freakness i am about the upcoming results for my O level. Ya I think that's it. Maybe. Bah!! Just do not know what it is.
My sister did went for the overnight camp. that means 3 days of boredom. Besides my friends,she is the one that I can talk to even though I talk nonsense sometimes. I guess I have to deal with it.
3 more days to graduation. Maybe I just post after the graduation nite itself. Meanwhile I created this poem before I went to bed last night.
Here goes..


Deep inside I know this ain't real,
Between fantasy and reality.
Sunshine rose in fantasy,
while dark clouds flew in reality.
This feeling ain't real,
I knew my position.
Truth is....
I do not know what I am feeling.

See whether you can see the meaning inside of it. It just suddenly came to me after I read breaking dawn.