Alright! One more paper to go man! I cannot wait to come out of the school feeling relieved. All that cramping,mugging,studying is over. At least for now. Seriously,I want to take a break from all these studying. Now changed from being relieved to scared. I am damn,repeat damn scared for my results. I am worried for my maths. I want to get to polytechnic. At least get me enough to get into a polytechnic. I want a future. I do not want to end up in ITE. I do not want to disappoint my parents or anybody at all. This is the first time I ever been scared of my life. I am scared of bugs,yes. But FAILURE?? Even worse. I cannot imagine a life in ITE. Furthermore,I won't be able to get rid of her. I mean for a while I want it to be about me. Whenever I with her,its all about her. She talks mostly about the stupid past that I want to get rid off. Every time she calls,its about those two boys. I had enough. They moved on man! Why cant you? I moved on too. Just please stop calling me just to tell me about them. I seriously do not care.

Anyways,one more paper. Then graduation!!!! Its feel so good to get out of those yellow uniform I have been wearing for five years. I still keeping the skirt. The skirt is kinda cool. No more caught for hair. Ankle sock or what. You can be yourself. I seriously thinks that uniform really stop us from expressing ourselves. Once we are uniform,I feel like we are bunch of robots that look the same. Same clothes,skirt,shoes socks!! The horror! Well just one more day.

I cannot wait for graduation nite. Hope it would be as fun as last year. Yeah!