The mid year is just round the corner and I am totally stress out. I had trigonometry test today and I still do not get it. I mean basically my paper have all the cancellation that you can ever imagine. I mean seriously. I hate trigonometry. Ever since the sine rule came into my life it has been even more flunking in my maths. Sheesh. Pathetically I hate maths. In fact i hate things that do with numbers except money. It sicken me just thinking of it. I need a tutor but that would make my life more complicated. That means stress keep on coming in.
Maths kau telah musnah hidup aku.
Anyways I am way freaked that the mid year is just around the corner and I think I am gonna start mugging already. I mean I am taking the O levels for crying out loud. This determines my life. My future.
Work become overwhelming for me to handle.
Social life??
Don't even talk about it. I mean I am not doing well in both areas. The guy that I have been crushing on barely knows I existed. Even if he did he do not care. Because he only regard me as a friend and not more than that.
That figures because I have not giving him clues that I like him or anything. I have stopped doing that when he got a girlfriend last year! Now I think he just think of me as a buddy buddy. And here I am suffering at school because I am throwing him a surprise party. I don't get to eat at school(anyways the food at school ain't that nice)
But who cares about love anymore? I have better things to do than figuring out whether he likes me or not. I have exams coming.
I like him but there is no way we are going beyond that border of just friends.
But I cannot forget him because he is perfect.
He has every qualities that I am looking for a guy.
He is sweet,kind,gentleman and so caring.
Plus points:
He play guitar and he can sing and he is a terrific soccer player.
That is all the qualities i could ever asked for.
Nah, I guessed maybe just maybe that I will find another guy that is better that him?
At least I hope so.
Nothing much today.Went to school. Play murderer,police and victim with my friends and go to whitesands to study.
Tatas
Maths kau telah musnah hidup aku.
Anyways I am way freaked that the mid year is just around the corner and I think I am gonna start mugging already. I mean I am taking the O levels for crying out loud. This determines my life. My future.
Work become overwhelming for me to handle.
Social life??
Don't even talk about it. I mean I am not doing well in both areas. The guy that I have been crushing on barely knows I existed. Even if he did he do not care. Because he only regard me as a friend and not more than that.
That figures because I have not giving him clues that I like him or anything. I have stopped doing that when he got a girlfriend last year! Now I think he just think of me as a buddy buddy. And here I am suffering at school because I am throwing him a surprise party. I don't get to eat at school(anyways the food at school ain't that nice)
But who cares about love anymore? I have better things to do than figuring out whether he likes me or not. I have exams coming.
I like him but there is no way we are going beyond that border of just friends.
But I cannot forget him because he is perfect.
He has every qualities that I am looking for a guy.
He is sweet,kind,gentleman and so caring.
Plus points:
He play guitar and he can sing and he is a terrific soccer player.
That is all the qualities i could ever asked for.
Nah, I guessed maybe just maybe that I will find another guy that is better that him?
At least I hope so.
Nothing much today.Went to school. Play murderer,police and victim with my friends and go to whitesands to study.
Tatas
Posted at Tuesday, April 22, 2008 | 0 comments
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