Happy 3rd!
Hey people! I am back! Well since I have nothing to do, I might as well blog!
Well life has been.... okay (: Alhamdullilah.
Yes, today marks the 3rd month me and him are together. So far it has been good. No relationships is all ups. We have our down moments as well. Well, I got something to say to this guy when I cannot put words into my mouth.
Dear love,
I know I am sensitive all the time and that annoys you. And I know I did say that you are rude, rough and all that but that what makes you, you. I love all that. But all I asking is tone down a little. Just a little bit. I still want you to be yourself cause that person is who I fell in love with.
Yes, I do miss all those sweet text and those normal fun dates. I still have them cause I know you are trying very hard to make me happy.
I know you are looking for the honeymoon period again. I am trying my very best to make you happy as well. I am sorry for everything that I have done to make you angry, sad and cry. I hope that you are happy with me. Cause I truly am.
Posted at Monday, June 25, 2012 | 0 comments
*On the way down, I saw you and you save me from myself*
hey guys! I am back to blogging now. Life has been so busy that I barely had time to blog nowadays. Work and social life. But it all for a good cause. ^^
Anyways, I am here to blog about my 2nd month with my one and only love, Rahim Hamran. Though a simple date but we still had lot of fun together. What we do? We went to Jurong Bird Park and we had FREE entry. The perks of working in WRS. Boyfriend cook for me fried rice while I made for him sandwiches. Tuna and egg sandwich. How is his cooking?? Well, can be improved. Need a little bit more salt. But its good cause I rather it be plain than salty. ^^ Overall I am impress. Well, as for him I guess my egg sandwich made him have a tummy ache. But funny thing is when I ate the sandwich nothing happen to me. Just him.
Even though I had a camera in my hand, I hard take pictures. Cause I am not use to it. I gotta to learn that I have a camera and I need use to wisely.
Lots of funny things happen. Me being clumsy and bf thought that I was some Indian tourist -.- bla bla bla. But overall I had fun!!
How is my relationship with him?? AWESOME! And I feel like I am in a dream. A dream that I wouldn't want to wake up at all. He make me feel special all the time.
And these past few days, I am quite impressed with him. He already had our future planned. The first ever guy who ever thought that far. And I realise that he is the person that I wanna grow old with.
He said,
"Our special day doesn't have to be grand. All I want is you and I need you"
I melted when he said that. My heart beats a thousand time faster. And I feel the same way to. ^^
Thank you love. I love you so much!
No, this blog post aint gonna be all about him. Its gonna be about my family too.
Today we celebrated my beloved mother's belated birthday at Pizza hut. It was fun. But I have to went off halfway cause of the stupid meeting THAT NEVER HAPPENED! It was CANCELLED! ASS! I got pissed. Whatever.
Anyways, happy birthday to my beloved mother. Thank you for all the sacrifices you made and the patience you had for tolerating my stupidness and stubborness. Though I maybe rude and all that but I just want you to know that I love you so.
Despite the meeting being cancelled me and some of the RFKW crew went to Night Safari.
Got to meet my love as well. I miss him already.
Okay, I should stop being mushy.
Till then. Toodles
Posted at Monday, May 28, 2012 | 0 comments
Love means to never have to say you're sorry.
I got that inspiration from watching Love Rain. Another korean drama that I love so much. Then suddenly watching that drama gave me an inspiration to write a post on this.
What does love mean to never have to say you're sorry? In the drama it means a different thing. But to me what it meant was, when you love someone you can't be sorry for what your partner is. You should accept the flaws and differences that you and your partner have. To never have to say sorry. Maybe at first I do not know what does that quote means. But I do now. Cause for me being in love is a very difficult thing to do. But now, since I am maybe I should express how I feel to the person I love.
Its not about saying I love you every single day. It is showing that person how much you care. How much you want that person to be in your life. Even if you had to make sacrifices. It also mean even you have to let that person go. Because anybody can say "I love you" and dont mean it.
If you love someone that much you should be happy with the person. Making that person happy.
Cause right now, I really love someone. And I am willing to do anything for that person. But sometimes I cannot give everything because I am not perfect. Maybe I can't give what that person want but still I will try my best to make him happy. Maybe I get too over sensitive but I can become myself in minutes just to see that person happy. But recently, I am not being myself. Being too over sensitive over little things. Being all too emotional. But I can change that. Just to make you happy. I can be the rough side of me that you wanted. I can become all loving if you want. Because I only have you in my mind. I can do what you want me to.
I just want to say thank you to that person that give me so much love and happiness at the same time. I want to say thank you for being with me. I want to say thank you for forgiving me. I want to thank you for all the things you done.
I cannot promise you everything. What I can say is that I will try my best if you willing to stay.
Jodoh di tangan tuhan. If my fate is you. I am glad it is you. (:
Love means to never have to say you're sorry. But love means to appreciate what you got and treasure it always.
Posted at Thursday, May 03, 2012 | 0 comments
Happy 1st to us!
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I am going to start of this blog post with a song that I wrote just for you. I just wrote it. Sorry if it sounds too cheesy.
Here it goes
I remember back then you were my friend,
Didnt know I was about to give love another chance
Then you came along and prove me wrong,
You showed me love and it make me strong.
I was just that silly girl who make mistakes,
But you always forgive me anyways.
And you were that clumsy boy who make me laugh,
You were kind, You are were and sometimes a little laugh.
La la la la la
I am glad that I found you.
Dum Dum Dum Dum Dum
You make my heart goes like that too.
La la la la la
You were everything to me.
La la la la la
Sorry it took me so long to see.
There you go. I wrote that special song for you. Its call La la la la la. Lame right? I know. Its very short. Maybe if I have my guitar with me I will compose a song instead of writing cheesy little love poem for you.
I will post this at 12 sharp so that you can see it.
Dear love,
Happy 1st to us! Alhamdullilah we made it to our first month. I am glad that we made it. I thank you for everything you done for me. Even small little things make me so happy. Though we have our downs but we manage to set our differences. Thank you sayang. Sorry for our first month I didnt get to see you. I am busy with my girlfriends instead. But remember you are always in my mind. And sorry if I didnt get you anything on our 1st :/ Just to let you know that I love you dear. And I care a lot for you. I may not be perfect and not be pretty but I will try to be best girl you ever have. I promise I be true. Cause I already have you. Hehe
I love you baby!!! Thank you foe everything. ^^ Hope you like the song I wrote you.
I tak habi habis dengan my song. Hahaha! Hope its not boring.
Hopefully I am not too boring for you.
Love you. Muackzzz.. <3<3<3
Posted at Wednesday, April 25, 2012 | 0 comments
Hey yall.
Sorry for the boring looking post. I am just too plain lazy to upload any pictures for this post.
Anyway, I am back to blog again! YAY!
Life is good so far. I got good friends, good lover. Good life. Alhamdullilah. Of course good family.
Kidzworld call me back to work on weekends now. AWESOME! I have a job. Without even trying. Alhamdullilah. But now I can not only work on weekends. I can work on weekdays as well because I am NOT taking the course at poly. Healthcare Admin. DANG! So I was thinking. Why waste 3 YEARS on a course that I am NOT even interested on? So I will wait for next year. I guess it is not my luck on studies. YET.
Friends. I love my friends. I miss my friends. They been busy. I miss Herwan and Hariz. I miss my superheroes and I miss GFs. I am sorry I been MIA but I love you guys no matter what.
Love. As for love Alhamdullilah its going on well. Though have a few tiffs but it is gadoh gadoh sayang. Yesterday I did cry but it is not to be disclose. EVER. Between me and him. But I love my boyfriend! A lot! I will stick with you through thick and thin. Thank you for choosing me dear. I love you sayang! Thank you for being there for me. ^^ and for understanding. Insyallah we can do this.
Tomorrow I be heading overseas with aunt and sis. For a one day trip. I will miss him a lot! Even for one day. When I am gone for Malaysia the other time I was lucky cause I am homestaying at aunt place and there is wifi. But tomorrow I will not. So I will not see him till monday.
Today had some gathering with CRC mates. Eat and discuss about the amazing race at zoo. So I am on duty on Tuesday and Wednesday. Boyfriend is working. So yay! Can go home with him!
I miss CRC mates as well. Had laughs.
Ok bye.
Posted at Saturday, April 14, 2012 | 0 comments
You and Me
Hey guy! I am back. Maybe I update a proper blog post this time.
All I can remember was yesterday when I get to meet him after I am away at Malaysia. Met him on Saturday and we went to Changi Airport. Dont ask why we went there. Cause apparently he wanted to go Paris and I send him off or something (not true) But we just hang out only. Take some photos. And just talk. Spending time before we go meet up with his friends at Bugis.
To be honest, I was dead nervous meeting his friends. My thoughts were like what if they dont like me or something? But then he reassure me everything will be cool. So yeah, I went with it since he met mine and hang out with them before so now its my turn you know? Yeah, we met one of his friend first at Somerset and then the rest at Bugis.
How are they?
Friendly. At first it was awkward but then I was okay after that. Went to some place in arab street to some shisha place. It was his friend's girlfriend's birthday. So we celebrate it. I remember Angry Birds. HILARIOUS!
I tried shisha. Well, okay la. I mean tak rase you know what I mean. I mean it is not the same as smoking a cigg. Only got taste. But now my throat a bit sore. Maybe after not smoking for like 2 months its like that. Dont know la.
Went home and blah blah blah.
To be honest kan........
I dont know what to say. Today is a boring and something day. Maybe it is just me.
Maybe I too stress cause result is today and my FUTURE depends on it. I can over think sometimes.
Anw, today is my twinnie birthday! Happy Birthday Ahmad twinnie. May all your wish come true.
This twin miss you! Catch up soon :D
Wonder what will I do now without a job and nothing to do. Go out also ADULT FARE NOW!. -.-" sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh!
I mean fare so expensive but then transport system not improving.
I SPENT BLOODY 3 BUCKS BY GOING TO PASIR RIS AND COME BACK. WHAT IS THIS?!!!
-.-"
Whatever actually. Take our money go. Go do whatever you plan to do?
Yours sincerely,
former student.
HAHAHAHAHA!!
I dont know why I am so pissed with the adult fare. But I just am.
Ok, is that all?
No...
I am hungry now but I cant eat.
It's after 7pm.
Yeah, I am on a strict diet thing. Better than I become all anorexic right?
Ok bye.
Posted at Monday, April 02, 2012 | 0 comments
Hey y'all! I am here to blog but live from Johore Baharu! Yes, I am overseas right now but thanks to my aunt wifi, I am able to use Internet whenever I like (:
Anyways, you guys do know that I have a boyfriend right? Well, since I am bored maybe I write something about me and him.
In the first place I meet thought that he and me will be a couple. Because my bf have been paired up with some girls except me. And when he told me he like me I was shock. I did not believe him at all and I thought he was joking. But he wasn't. He was sincere and he keeps trying. And since I told him that I ain't ready for a relationship he waited. He wait for more than one month. And in the end I agree to be with him because he gave me sincerity, security and assurance.
One of my friend said. A successful Kidzworld couple. ^^
I just want to say to him that I am glad that he choose me. I still can't believe he choose me. Cause I ain't pretty like the girls that he was rumoured with. I am not perfect. And I am a bit too rough. But you choose me. Despite my flaws. I am a short, petite girl who has many many flaws. I am grateful to meet him(:
Thank you sayang. Love you.
Sorry if this post is just too mushy. Hahaha. But it's true ^^
Posted at Tuesday, March 27, 2012 | 0 comments
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